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Chrysanthemum
04:52
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a midday lack, I'm sworn into restless days and cold wet shoes
I am here under your s?n chrysanthemum
if our bodies were to meet it would feel like this,
cathartic and empty
swirling distance from the stairs,
cold and gray when you wake up in my room
without me
you're like a tomb, you are closed to me
in my soul i'll keep you close to me
as children we walked in thru garden gates
cloaked in fog with nothing but our bodies
i am your s?n chrysanthemum
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2. |
Leaning Mess
04:28
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there is something i'm wont to say
i feel it resting in the frigid sound
tarnished body is my human mess
a solitary kingdom for a Pyrrhic son
isn't hard to tell that love's wasting breath has found me
one brush with death to another til he's angry enough to fight
there is no why I did it because it was beautiful, it feels good
i need more moments like these
into the depths my only concern is apparition
a predestined repetition all through to the end
this horrid sun-stained flesh bears itself a screen to projections of the world
and arms eyes and breasts are branches and growth
of my own cold detachment
you now is the only condition
of your having ever been born
into the world, a celestial target
we shower together but are never clean
failure
that's enough
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3. |
1991 - 2091
02:24
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bridge is out
crush me, in doubt
couldn't afford to buy the food he thought he'd need to live
eat that which makes you ill, the soured food dost never fill
we are living the same lie, my grip is weakening
needle arm four years in peaceful drought of mother's fears
proffered (sick) body on the sand
i can't wait for you
to pull it out and come back to yourself
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4. |
Gardenia
05:02
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you asked me to go to the graveyard
my heart shakes in its "boots" <---- i=""> did i really write that lyric??
you were the sun to light up the winter
now you're wilting in a vase on my window
followed you from the cemetery
walked you home, you were with me but i was alone
and all the things that I had thought i might say
had dribbled out and dissipate in front of my face
I don't wanna talk about it anymore, i just wanna feel like im living again
i just wanna move back home, and see my parents and cats
i dont wanna talk about it anymore, i just wanna go back to sleep
& im trapped in the garden, with no books to read or
cigarettes to be smoked
and you're here guarding me
from any force that might do me harm.
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5. |
Recovery
05:40
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best of luck to he whose luck
applies to they outside
to me
of him
he's breathing out a lozenge
its auspicious, the way she came home
she set it up, i saw it
with a tear, i knew.
the pressure's on, i boiled
you planned it out,
wash your hands,
turn all around,
call your mom,
love her
still, you never asked for much
its a waste of time,
smoker again
easy friend
want it all the fucking time.
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6. |
Tetsuo
03:16
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7. |
John Codeine
02:28
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i'm wearing her like my best shirt
a strong odor, a flesh's worth
estranged from solitude
the bliss i was born out of
the city aura is reified a slicing wind
which cuts that slippery lethargy,
it builds inside, breaking into your house
and sleeping in bed with you
Petrarchan laura, she signifies,
oh, a hollow sign, but still
yeah i still feel ok in a tight cocoon
becoming a body
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8. |
Vasari Joust
04:55
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said it twice, to feel it again
sickening, we've been here all night
cloiser-punk a wastrel's dream, a set's up
i dunno, the club or the cell, fathering
boredom
love it smells lovely but i fall deeply
"how to get high when you're always low"
obssession as a reflex
parrot's beak but weed always speaks
listen
make space for it to come
i cannot describe its contours to you
grow a second skin in which to hide
its impossible, indulge my own erasure
then rest on the couch
the impenetrable;
locked up
cloven
soiled
reflexive
fabrication's energy, speaking of a temporal god
said it twice, say it again
you're on a failing path with me
but without it
i get sick
i dunno
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9. |
Kool Off
03:15
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bodies recoded are moving,
sickness in to health
i wanna dance all night long
i wanna dance the night away
reasons becoming elusive
there's nothing like it in the world
so don't even try to rescind it or remove it
just feel it i wanna dance all night
set up, sit up and put down
move all around here
wasted movements are weakened thoughts
set up, sit up and put down
a potted plant
a persian rug
our boundaries
we trace our boundaries
agony is waiting for all they mistaken
speak in clear and empty voice
bleating, freeing
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Bleak
05:02
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where lies the difference between death of the body and
i cant taste it anymore
senseless serve on ice
kissing we'll evaporate sublimated yearning
this will be the last time you hear from me
sleep well in your loneliness
call me when you're up
feating in the garden eating off youer closthe
call upon the gods to give a life so easy
faith will never be enough to quench my thirst
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